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Doomed from the Start

Have Heart Have Money Trilogy: Volume 1

 

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1967 September 23rd was the day I was pushed out. My birthplace was Topeka Kansas, but soon after I was born my family moved to Los Angeles, California. I don’t recall much before my third birthday, although from three years old on I remember vividly; a bit of a curse and a gift. But that is all that life is, a collection of memories that make up a man, women, or child’s existence. Like a photo album captures images throughout a person’s life, the mind does the same with every life lesson. The accumulation of prior experiences serves as a guide through life. With every critical life decision past memories are invoked. And at times the line between the past and present can be blurred. Should I go right? Should I go left? Whether right or wrong the choices I made based off the happenings of my life chiseled me to whom I became; a monster among men who aspired to instill fear. But was it all on me? Did I have a say in the matter? Was I destined to become a beast, quenching a thirst with destruction and satisfying a hunger with carnage? I just lived what I knew and what I was shown.

 

About the book

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About the  Authors

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In a skillfully crafted book, Steven Jones has detailed a life filled with heartache, pain, and severe physical and mental abuse at the hands of his father.  His family migrated to Compton, California when he was three years old. In the first book of the trilogy, Have Heart Have Money, Steven Jones gives a graphic account of his involvement in gangs, drugs, violence and years of incarceration as a child leading into his young adult life. 

 

Steven Jones is currently on death row at San Quentin State Prison in California.  He spends his time writing poetry, short stories and fictional novels.  His faith in God lead him to write about his life in hopes that his truth will help save the lives of others going down the same path.

 

 

Alfonzo Walker is a free lance writer who has collaborated on three other projects.  He is a native San Diegan who is currently working on a children’s book based on a character in an urban community. 

 

His unique flare of writing is evident in the way he cleverly intertwines the language of the streets into a telling  that conjures realistic images of Steven Jones experiences.  Alfonzo’s ability to clearly articulate and move readers with his carefully crafted words is inspirational.   

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Book Excerpt    

At an age still naïve to a world that molds and manipulates us into the people we become, it was at this new foster home where I first experienced mankind’s capacity for cruelty. The foster parents treated us worse than unwanted pets. I remember I did something wrong, I don’t exactly know what I had done, but as a form punishment I was locked in a dark cellar. It felt like I was down there for an eternity, but it was more like three or four hours. Surely the crime didn’t fit the punishment. No action done by a three-year old toddler should be reprimanded with such malice and vicious intent. No matter how much I cried, begged, and banged on the door to be let out, I was either ignored, or told the boogie man was down there. Shirt soaked from the two rivers that flowed from my eyes, at some point I felt void of emotion and all that was left were two streaks of dried tears. Darkness and I became one; the fear was no longer in me.

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